written by Rachel Turiel
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John Sinkiewicz, aka Sheriff John
or Little Johnny, embarks on one of his daily trips
downtown./Photo by Todd Newcomer. |
I imagine that on Durango’s winter nights when
people gather in small, tight-knit enclaves – wine
glasses clinking against scratched wood tables, voices
rising as stories are told – conversation often
turns to a local legend.
You may know him by the name Sheriff John, Little Johnny
or possibly even by his given name, John Sinkiewicz. Perhaps
you’ve never heard these titles, though you have
memorized the stocky, straight-legged gait that carries
him to and from downtown several times a day. Maybe you’ve
seen his arms fly out from his body in hearty salutations,
undiscriminating waves meant for everyone, sent out with
his high-pitched greeting “Hello, my friend!”
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Little John ventures downtown to his job at
Gardenswartz, where he has worked for 15
years./Photo by Todd Newcomer. |
John was born to a loving Oklahoma family 55 years ago.
He is one of four brothers, whom he has kept in touch
with throughout the years. He sees his brother Rick, who
lives in South Fork, once a month. “I love that
guy!” Johnny says.
Though far from Oklahoma, Johnny – who has been
calling this valley hemmed by scrubby hills home for more
years than most – makes no bones about his feelings
for this town. “I love Durango so much!” he
beams as his arms sweep out from his sides and rest elevated
in the air, palms upturned as if holding all the affection
he feels for his hometown.
Without a driver’s license, and not one to rely
on buses, Johnny’s life takes place on foot. Walking
with purpose at 6 a.m., he heads to the Texaco, on Main
Avenue and 17th Street, to fill his ceramic mug with coffee.
While sleep lies heavily on the eyelids of his neighbors,
his unmistakable voice booms throughout the streets. Like
a proud DJ on helium working the morning show he announces,
“I’m an early-morning cowboy!” his enthusiasm
rising in octaves. Sometimes the morning show is tuned
to a different frequency, bringing to the community a
more practical, though no less cheerful side of Johnny.
“Got my work gloves on. I’m going to work!”
he announces. And on the rougher mornings, when falling
snow turns to ice on jackets, and we all need an extra
push, Johnny struts down the street in thick, army green
layers, reminding himself with confidence: “I’m
happy. I’m gonna have a good day today!”
After the day’s first coffee is downed, Johnny
returns home through dusky early light for breakfast,
only to set out again an hour later. He makes his way
down Main Avenue alongside rush hour’s stream of
cars – hands busy waving and telling stories –
ready to report to his job at Gardenswartz.
“I love my job,” Johnny tells me when we
meet at Durango Bowl in the Durango Mall where he can
be found every Tuesday. Johnny has worked at Gardenswartz’s
for more than 15 years and at Ted’s Rentals for
nearly as long. He reports that his duties at Ted’s
entail sweeping, mopping, taking out the trash, shoveling
snow and dusting; at Gardenswartz he earns his keep by
taking out the trash and performing odd jobs. He watches
as I record the list on paper, nodding proudly as I repeat
each item. I ask if there’s anything else he’d
like to say about his job. He thinks for a quick moment
before his arms lift to his sides, seeming to be the force
propelling the words from his mouth. “I’m
happy with my job! I love my boss!”
This is not lip service; this is the truthful confession
of a happy man. I cannot help but think of all the psychologists
who espouse replacing negative thoughts with positive;
the New Age community that heralds the benefits of daily
affirmations; and the devotees to various spiritual practices
that promote the power of repetitive mantras for internal
change.
And then there is Johnny, making his way down the same
street he travels daily, to the same job he’s held
for more than a decade, simply declaring: “I’m
happy. I’m gonna have a good day today.”
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Johnny
relaxes at home, where he typically begins his day
around 6
a.m./Photo by Todd Newcomer. |
However, Johnny is human. He has difficult moments and
bad days. For months following Sept. 11, he felt great,
inconsolable sorrow for those who lost loved ones. Perhaps
the biggest difference is that Johnny doesn’t seem
to berate himself for his hard times; they come, they
pass, and his self worth is sustained.
If Johnny’s part time jobs are at Gardenswartz
and Ted’s, his third job is surely socializing and
keeping up on the goings on about town. He walks approximately
5 miles a day, sometimes making three trips downtown in
a day, always waving and calling out “Hello big
guy!” or “How ’ya been doing?”
to his many admirers. “I love to exercise”
he tells me as he pats his belly. “No blizzard or
snow storm can stop me.” Although some are taken
aback by Johnny’s outgoing friendliness, those with
open minds and friendly hearts are blessed with snippets
of Johnny’s mind. For example, when Johnny met neighbor
Paige Newman’s dog and assured her that “this
dog’ll keep you safe from the Christmas criminals,”
Paige said she was pleased to see that someone else saw
the virtues of her sweet mutt.
It is best to throw out social norms when Johnny lets
you into his life. Conversation does not always flow with
distinct beginnings, middles and ends. But without the
fluff, one usually can get to the heart of things in half
the time. During our interview, as I struggle to ask all
the right questions, Johnny simply announces “I’m
having a good day today.” The easy, clear explanation
follows: “Sun shining, snow crunching
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Johnny
waves to passersby. The 55-year-old longtime resident
is known by many, perhaps because he walks everywhere,
typically logging 5 miles a day./Photo by Todd Newcomer. |
under my boots.” His fingers tap the air as he
pantomimes flakes of snow falling. Johnny suddenly stands
up and extends his hand. “Time to socialize,”
he explains. After all, Tuesday is his day to walk the
mall greeting old friends and meeting new people. I persuade
him to sit for just a moment longer so we can talk about
movies. He watches movies almost every night at home and
when asked his favorite he says, “John Wayne –
write it down!” He also likes “Hook”
and does a convincing Captain Hook: “I hate Peet-ah
Pan.” In the next instant he becomes Darth Vader,
breathing heavy and face serious as stone he deadpans:
“Luke, I am your father.” Despite his well-rehearsed
impersonation, he reassures me that his favorite character
is Luke Skywalker, “because he fights bad guys.”
With this Johnny stands, shakes my hand and bids me good
day.
The following day, as I walk to my own downtown workplace,
I try out something I’ve learned from my friend.
“I love Durango,” I whisper quietly to myself.
Hmmm, feels kind of silly. “I love my job,”
I try this a little louder, letting my arms swing out
from my sides. “I’m going to have a good day!”
I exclaim loudly now. I can’t deny that at least
I’m smiling.
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